First thing you need to do is not let others judgement effect what you think of yourself what your mother says you is cruel and wrong, but her word do not have to effect you unless you let them. You are a beautiful young woman with everything in this world going for you but you need to know that those words are true. Look inside yourself mirar dentro de su corazón para que pueda encontrar lo que eres. Only you can find who you are inside and only you can love yourself for who you are. Do not let your mother's words get to you because she can't take away who you are inside and she can't take away the fact that both inside and out eres hermosa. ser fuerte en ti mismo , por lo que eres dentro y por fuera ; una mujer muy hermosa. So why do you stay there why not leave?